highland.heather

     Ever have one of those days when you do not understand anything?   I am having one of those days.   It started out so good even though it was raining out I woke up in a good mood,   I actually thought things were finally looking up a bit.    I do not understand how I can be so happy one minute and in less then an hr everything comes crashing down.   I do not understand why there are so many deaths around the holidays.   I do not understand why my mood is so up and down this time of year.    Anyone got any idea what I can do to get through the holiday season without winding up with a chapped face from crying too much?   Sometimes I wonder why I bother.   How can I go from having the best day I have had in weeks to crying so hard I can hardly see.   What is wrong with me?   Why is my life so bumpy?